The
blue plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Of
my required medications
Tease
me each morning while they
Reveal
what needs to be ingested
To
keep my body viable, today.
And incidentally,
The
empty blue plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Tell
what days are empty,
Used up, consumed, and discarded
Into
the maybe I'll remember bin.
It
didn't use to be this way.
I
used to know what time it was
By the position of the sun,
By
the tugging of my stomach,
Whispering,
feed me, when I was at the beach.
Even
though I know what day it is,
According
to the empty blue plastic peekaboo pill box,
I
can't help but wonder who
Snuck
in and stole all the days before.
I
look in the mirror and see a body,
The
same one I saw yesterday
But
not the one I saw sixty years ago,
When
I got out of bed on a lazy summer morn,
When
there were no
Blue
plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Waiting
for me.
Now,
I see my childhood friends
Who
look like old people,
As
old as my grandparents,
Wrinkled,
grey haired, and slow,
With
their own
Blue
plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Teasing
them in the morning.
Overgrown
distorted freckles
Decorate
my hands and arms.
Where
did they come from?
Did
they hop on my arms
Last
summer on my hundred mile
Bike
ride to San Diego?
When
I was 12 I rode 12 miles to
Knotts
Berry Farm and thought
That
it took all day,
Because
it did, back then, before
Empty
blue plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Told
me what day it was yesterday.
Who
are these kids that call me grandpa?
Who
want me to pick them up or
Who
wrap themselves around my leg,
Sitting
on my feet, laughing, and giggling,
While
I carry them one leg lift at at time?
I
wonder if one day they, too, will have
Empty
blue plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Telling
they what day was yesterday,
And
giving them the wherewithal
To
ride their bikes 100 miles to San Diego?
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