Saturday, May 02, 2020

Peekaboo Pill Box


The blue plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Of my required medications
Tease me each morning while they
Reveal what needs to be ingested
To keep my body viable, today.

And incidentally,
The empty blue plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Tell what days are empty, 
Used up, consumed, and discarded
Into the maybe I'll remember bin.

It didn't use to be this way.
I used to know what time it was
By the position of the sun,
By the tugging of my stomach,
Whispering, feed me, when I was at the beach.

Even though I know what day it is,
According to the empty blue plastic peekaboo pill box,
I can't help but wonder who
Snuck in and stole all the days before.

I look in the mirror and see a body,
The same one I saw yesterday
But not the one I saw sixty years ago,
When I got out of bed on a lazy summer morn,
When there were no
Blue plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Waiting for me.

Now, I see my childhood friends
Who look like old people,
As old as my grandparents,
Wrinkled, grey haired, and slow,
With their own
Blue plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Teasing them in the morning.

Overgrown distorted freckles
Decorate my hands and arms.
Where did they come from?
Did they hop on my arms
Last summer on my hundred mile
Bike ride to San Diego?

When I was 12 I rode 12 miles to
Knotts Berry Farm and thought
That it took all day,
Because it did, back then, before
Empty blue plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Told me what day it was yesterday.

Who are these kids that call me grandpa?
Who want me to pick them up or
Who wrap themselves around my leg,
Sitting on my feet, laughing, and giggling,
While I carry them one leg lift at at time?

I wonder if one day they, too, will have
Empty blue plastic peekaboo pill boxes
Telling they what day was yesterday,
And giving them the wherewithal
To ride their bikes 100 miles to San Diego?

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